Why I'm a terrible blogger...

It's not that i don't go out and do exciting new things. Just this week i've been ice skating at Pershing Square, First Friday at LA Museum of Natural History, and tonight a concert at LACMA. This is just to name the first 3 things to pop in my head at the moment. Ever since i had my last final on the 17th of Dec i've done something almost every day. It's been awesome! I've gone hiking twice, i've gone to countless movies, shopping, i've been to a drive in in the middle of LA on top of a parking structure, i've eaten at a vegan restaurant, parties ,and i've done so many other things in LA.

It's just i'm to lazy/forgetful to post what i do. Is this bad...? I've had lots of cool things to report yet i just can't seem to get on my computer and talk about them. I even have countless pictures of what i've done...yet somehow i never seem to post what i've done. I don't even have an excuse why...i'm not in school so i can't blame homework or being in class as a excuse for not posting anything.

So the conclusion i've come to is i'm a bad blogger. I tryed the whole diary thing once and that failed also. However, i shall try to remedy this problem and post more often. We shall see how that goes..

2009

Well 2009 you are gone. You were full of new and wonderful experiences that i would never trade or do differently. You have shown me many new things...

1. I have discovered relationships just aren't for me right now. They are to much for me. It might sound lame, but i loved and lost. I put everything i had into it and in the end i ended up crying and hurt. I think i need to focus on my life and school and put love aside until later in my life.

2. I discovered i can actually get A's in both math and science. This is quite the accomplishment i must say!

3. I have done many new things and had lots of great adventures.

4. And most importantly i have great friends and family who i would not trade for the world. They stuck with me through the year no matter what i put them through. They stuck by me when my heart was broken and cried with me. They made me laugh and taught me new things. They were there no matter what and i cannot thank them enough for that. I know they will always love me and i will always love them.

Overall i'm not sad to see the end of 2009 it was a tough year, but i persevered and made it through. The future is bright and i cannot wait to see what 2010 has in store for me.

Happy (be-lated) New Years!

Strange Obsession

I am obsessed with sharks. Like scary way over the top she might have issues scary. Just to show you how obsessed i am let me list off all the shark related things i have. Ahem. I have 8 stuffed sharks, 2 ceramic sharks, 1 wooden shark, 3 shark posters, 4 shark teeth including a Megadalon tooth, 2 copies of the Jaws movie scrip( one of them is autographed), 11 books on sharks, 4 shark stickers, one shark key chain, all of the Jaws movies, all the shark week DVDs, two other box sets about sharks, Anatomy of a Shark Bite DVD, i used to have some sharks but they died, and i have lots of pictures with sharks. Also, i have learned that Jaws 5 Resurface is coming out in 2010 and i will be the person at the midnight showing with a Jaws shirt on. It is directed by Steven Speilberg so it has potential to be good. And even if it's not i'm going to see it atleast twice in the theaters and buy it when it comes out.

So there it is folks i have issues. I'm way into sharks, but i just can't help it! Their just so fascinating!

And heres a website for the Jaws 5 trailer if anyone is interesting:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjZjMRT8nEE

Go Fug Yourself.

Ah the 9 essays are memorized, the 3 tests are taken, and now i have time to blog.

You are probably wondering what i mean by "Go Fug Yourself". This is not what you think...it has nothing to do with that. It is the most amazing website ever!. This lady blogs about what celebrities are wearing. It's super funny because all the clothes on there for the most part are hideous and it makes you wish you were a fashion designer and could design crap like that and charge hundreds of dollars for it, and people would actually buy it. Ah yes, that would be the life. Every time i feel down or depressed i read this blog and it makes me laugh so hard. So i thought i would share it...enjoy!

http://gofugyourself.celebuzz.com/

Judgement Day Part 1

Today is the beginning of judgement day for me. Today i applied to universities. Scary? Yes. Nerve-racking? Yes!

Today is the first day to send in your applications to universities and with all the budget cuts (especially at Cal State Log Beach which is cutting 5000 students) i wanted to be first in line to submit my applications! Apparently this process takes a lot longer than i had originally thought. And requires information myself and other members of my family have problems remembering. For instance. None of us could remember when i graduated highschool. I find this to be kinda sad in a way. On the other hand it shows you i've successfully block highschool out of my mind and so have my parents. The other snag i hit was that apparently my AJ 100 class dose not show up on the list! Why!?!?! So after i panicked for awhile i found the button that says "write class in here". Saved! After that it was smooth sailing. I applied for Cal State Long Beach, Fullerton, and LA. My first choice LONG BEACH!!! We shall see if i get in....in APRIL( why so long?) . Talk about anticipation.

Hair...loss...

Ever since I was about 14 or 15 I have had acne. It's taken me this long to get rid of it. I've tried EVERYTHING known to man to try and kill my acne, yet it is resilient stuff! Finally it seems to have been beaten into submission. Go Acutain! It's been 8 months but finally it's all gone!! Whoohoo!!

Now let me tell you about my love hate relationship with Acutaine. Love: It killed my acne Hate: It requires me to get my blood draw once a month (boo needles) my skin it super dry and nothing i do helps moisturize it, my hair is about half the size it used to be, and my eyes leak this weird white stuff.

The dry skin doesn't bother me that much. I'm itchy, oh well. The eye things is slightly more annoying but eye drops seem to help. Now what really is upsetting is that my hair is coming out by the mounds! Luckily, for all who know me, i have tons of hair to cushion this effect. I went to clean my room yesterday and i got so much hair off just my bathroom carpet that it could have made my brother a wig...sadly this is no exaggeration. And now time for a gross story!! I was washing my hair in the shower and i noticed that the drain wasn't draining so i saw a little bit of hair inside so i pulled. OH MY GOD! I kid you not i pulled out this thick piece of hair as long as my arm!! I was so grossed out! It made me think of the movie The Grudge for some odd reason.

But! This is my last dose of Acutain then i'm done! Hooray!! And thankfully my dermatologists said my hair should come back, which is nice to know.

Let's talk about school

I finally i have some time to stop and blog ( not really i'm just procrastinating).

So, a couple of weeks ago i went to see my counselor at Fullerton College and received some rather crushing news that almost destroyed me in one foul swoop. I discovered i was 18 units shy of the 60 you need to transfer. Now normally this would not have been such a huge deal if they had not closed spring transfer due to budget cuts and all the jazz. For all you people who don't know how the transfer process works let me take a moment and explain. If you apply in the fall you don't get notified that you are excepted into the school until about april-may, and then you attend whatever university the coming fall. I'm applying this semester (fall) so i would be excepted next semester (spring). Now i received the bad news that i dint have enough units to transfer now. This is a problem. Normally i would just apply in the spring instead but not they closed it so i would have to wait 2 years to transfer...which would be horrible!! So i'm stuck taking a winter intercession which is 2 weeks long and 15 units in the spring (one 5 unit, one 4 unit, and two 3 units) booooo. But, on the upside i went to Cal State Long Beach and talked to a counselor and the head of the Criminal Justice department and they said i should have no problem getting excepted if i can get all the 60 units! Yay!

Ok on to today. So, i'm taking this speech 105 class and we have a 4-5 page paper due in 2 weeks. No big deal right? Wrong. We have to "collect date" for our papers. Now this is what our data is supposed to consist of. We can either a) stare at someone in an elevator b) walk up to a random person and start a conversation with them c) complement somebody randomly d) or while talking to someone sniff and wink at them a lot. Now is it just me or is this really stupid on a lot of different levels? My solution to the problem. Lie. That's right i'm breaking one of the ten commandments, but i just can't do this. So, what i have decided to do is take something like this that has happened to me and reverse the roles. It's not a complete lie right? Just revised.